Hi Pam - It has been a bitter sweet weekend for me, enjoying the time with NG, but also knowing that I am begining to say goodbye. I have searched my soul, and find that I need so much more than NG is able to offer. Time and again, I have seen his resolve to do the right thing (in his words) crumble after a few emails and conversations with OW.

His drama promises to run for a while yet, and I find that I do not have the stomach for so much pain. I'm not planning to rush into anything, but know in my heart I've moved to a new place.

I feel sad, but also somewhat liberated. Let's see what this week brings. Slowly

A Liberal Allowance of Time