Shay,

It's so hard being in a R/M normally, and now with the negative baggage attatched it is soooo much harder.

One day at a time. I wish I was on the other side of what life is like 5 yrs. after the EA/PA, then I may have some wise words, but I'm not there yet.

From what I have read I think time is one of the best healers after an A.

Nik