Stopped by reading and found ur post. I too received great news of my WAW wanting me back after 5 months of S. You may have read my thread How can She win me back. She too had an PA with a man 17 years her senior and she is only 38....made me sick when I found out.She never want a D either but the OM kept on and kept on. When I started detaching and went dark is when she realized her loss in life thru me. Begged and pleaded me! Well I too have to say I underdstand your "imaging" can get the best of us especially when ML. That was hard at first, still is at times, but gets less and less! I see a change in mine like OMG who is this new woman! I have to remember tho its only a "honeymoon" stage for her!
We start C in the new year, but Im so happy to have her back! This by far is my greatest xmas present this man could have ever recieved! Keep DB'ng....you'll be fine! Merry Xmas!