I wanted to share some thoughts. As my earlier post says things are going well. I am traveling today and in Chicago for two days. I called my H at work about lunch time today and the "was out to lunch". Called him on his cell and no answer (unusual lately for him not to answer). Well then there goes my mind. I start to wonder, think, that H is out with OW for lunch knowing I am out of town and no chance to run into him etc etc. Before you know it I am panicking and running through the 8 months we were apart and all the lies etc etc. Then 20 minutes later my cell phone has a message. H says sorry I missed your call, I am at the mall, carrying all kinds of packages and didnt hear the phone... I call him back and had a great conversation. No question he was doing what he said he was doing ( I can always tell with H is not truthful)... so for 20 minutes I put myself through hell for nothing...Have to keep DB'ing so I learn not to do that... just goes to show even though things are good and we are moving in the right direction its definitely a "work in progress" thing.
