I continue to try to stop thinking about if and when he may or may not call OW. H keeps his phone completely off limits now after catching me checking it. Probably more so he doesnt have to deal with me checking up on him. Things with us have been somewhat tense this week. We are both walking on eggshells and definitely not connected. Some of it has been our busy schedules with home and work, but some of it is there just is a tremendous amount of pressure since sat. I have been somewhat cool, not in a bad way, just not overly affectionate and I love yous but H clearly notices it. Last night he got in bed and hugged me and say " you need to know that I love you very much and I really want this to work". I know he meant it too. H left this morning for a 4 day trip to visit family. I am actually very glad. I think it lifts the lid somewhat off of what seems to be a hot pressure cooker the past week. I told him to enjoy himself and not worry about us. I plan to do somethings around the house this weekend and enjoy the time apart.
