It does seem a blessing that you have laid the groundwork for a good friendship and that he is such a decent, caring man. ( I would only expect that...after all, YOU married him.)
The grieving process... I can only imagine what that must be like for you. All thata I can say is that you have been strong enough to go through all of this the past 18 months.... I know you will go through whatever you must in order to move on and find tremendous love, support, passion and happiness in your life.
I just want to be around to hear about your dating days when they happen. I can only imagine what starting a relationship with the right person will be like ...with all the great db skills! Can you imagine what all this growth will bring to your next relationship?
But it is premature to speak of that right now... hugs to the girls.
