Relax, Mojo, take a deep breath... that's nothing more than a mild case of performance anxiety. Happens to everyone now and then (well, maybe not NOPkins, lol!). This kind of thing isn't related to hormones at ALL, AFAIK. More of a "mind over matter" thing. No doubt the mind has as much influence on hormone production as the other way around, tho. Kind of a feedback loop. Interesting thought how the more you think about it the more you're capable of doing it. Not at all at odds with my own experience. In fact, over the years, I've noticed a kind of cycle to my desire that seems to coincide loosely with the seasons. At certain times of the year I'm a LOT more horny than at other times. When I was younger, the hormone levels at those times of year made me feel like a Formula 1 car out of control - VERY difficult to concentrate at work.
Sounds like you and H are doing Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr8! Sure can't wait for W and I to get there. I would LOVE for us to be able to share fantasies! At this point she won't even ADMIT to having any (yeah, right... c'mon...). Anyway, congrats on the steamy stuff!
