wow.... guess the low is hitting faster than I thought...

The man that walked into my house this evening is a different person.. UGH!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay sorry.. i'm unleashing my fury in here instead of with him.. i'm standing in the kitchen waiting for the supper that I cooked to be finished while he reads the paper... i wanted validation for cooking... i had an epectation and i should not have had that... on top of that. he is reserved and distant... he has said maybe 2 words to me this whole evening and i greeted him with a smile Okay.. 1...2...3...4...5...6..7..8...9..10... inhale in,breath out... its alright.. i can do this.. normaly i would blow up...
Honey, I too am a stay at home mom of two little boys 2 and 4... i look for interaction and entertainment when he gets home.. the kids are both at my feet... please supper get done...

please pray that i get through this night... w/o putting any damage onto what i have done so far!! i'll be back..i can see some seriouis venting needing to occur.. lol
thanks for the quick response.. i needed it..

stranger in my home again.... ugh