Do not check H emails... (I have his work password ) Do not check H Cellphone or Cellphone bill ( i have even gotten to the point that i write on the calender the exact times i think he is on the phone with OW and compare them to the bill) Do not question his whereabouts
Trust is such a hard thing to find... and to have... Just the thought of not checking his email or phone makes me anxious and scared... Will it get easier...
On a positive note he called me earlier and mentioned the purchase of a minivan... (this must be a good sign right!) He had his Cellphone turned off all afternoon however And I know for a fact OW was out at the same time... But all of this doesnt matter...I need to piece everything back together.. moving forward not backwards.. thanks for listening..
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