I decided to move over here.. I have ended my online emotional affair and am ready to piece back together my marriage.... H is pushing me away as of right now... everything i have ever done that is negative has come into light and unfortunately i deserve it all
I need to completely read DR and DB, I have both... I have major 180's to accomplish. I am not independent at all... He has decided he is not sure he wants to stick around or not... I didnt include in my post over at infidelity that he had an emotional affair with a friend of mine a few years ago... i didnt include it because i didnt want it to seem that i did my own online affair because of what he did... because i didnt want to lessen the guilt.. What he did hurt me, but I didnt want any sympathy for what I did... I chose to forgive him and move on... then i met OM and had an emotional affair with him. As i said i have since ended it, even though OM is very persistant.. i know where i belong, and that is with my family... but H isnt sure that is where he belongs now. I want to make this work.. I need to make this work. I have a lot of growing up to do! I have read a lot of different posts and I feel like i know some of you already.. i know i am in the right spot .. and thank you Betsy for all of your help so far!! I am hoping that by coming here, it will help me to continue moving forward...
