LL: I like your comment about turning those skeletons into ashes rather than burying them. I like the visual of over time have them fade away like ashes scattered by the wind as we continue to work at getting closer to each other. At the time, I would like nothing more ... and we do seem to be off to a good start.
Now back to the hard work. Leave it to Bets to crack the whip here. ...
Quote: Now I'll ask a more sticky question for you to answer when you get back...
How are you doing on the anger/resentment front? I care enough to ask. Because I know I had to constantly work on these in order to feel happy again.
Well were coming up on the third week since CAW moved out. While I keep it all in check when ever I'm around CAW (and D19 & S11 too), I'm not yet comfortable being around her, so I've been keeping my distance. CAW does pick up on that and I wonder if her little signs of affection are her way to try to ease the tension between us now. I'm want to get to the point where Mooka was in acting "as-if" she was perfectly fine with S and letting him know she wanted the time for herself too. I have done a couple of things she's noticed, such as moving the aquarium to where her dresser use to be. She looked a little upset about it.
Anyway, I digressed ... its when I'm alone at home in the evening that I that it seems to bubble up like a hot tar pit, but I figure this needs to come out so I let it come out. I think I need to get a punching bag.
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