Wow KAW...just caught up with your post. My heart goes out to your D and you. This is really huge....she is so lucky to have the new KAW....the one who takes the quality time to be there. The one who takes no R for granted anymore. She and D11 are the ones to focus on. You have so much to offer....extend yourself.
I hate to say it, but with CAW not believing D19 regarding this abuse....really casts a poor light on her....IMHO. That is like double rejection. But CAW is CAW...she does have her OWN issues to deal with....and she has to face them on her own. I actually feel sorry for how stuck she is...and how unstuck you are becoming. In other words you are growing, redefining Rs with Ds, digging deep inside yourself....and stretching. It's a crummy way to get pushed into this "growth-pattern"...but in the long haul, probably a great thing for all of us.
I know I'm rambling a bit....just wanted to throw more support your way....I think you are doing great. Just take it one-day-at-a time.
