Oh KAW.....so much has happened this last week or so. But...as so many of said, you have anticipated this in some form for quite a while. Y'know....in some way....CAW really making a decision might finally give you some RELIEF. Wondering about her and her next move is heart-wrentching....I felt that way for almost a year before my H moved out. I actually think the sep was GOOD for me too. (Even tho very hard at times.... )
I would follow up with some sound advice regarding D11...she should be your primary concern, and I know is. She needs your love now more than ever!
I don't have any profound advice....so many of your fans/followers have offered so much. Just know, I too...think you are a wonderful man....full of goodness and genuine values that we all want to uphold. Hang on tight to your beliefs...especially in yourself. God has a plan....trust Him and let go. One day this will all unfold and you will find the happiness and love you deserve...I just know that.
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