crap! crap! and more crap! this is not fair to you at all KAW....
You yourself have pointed out that you've been at this for nearly three years! with little if any effort or movement from CAW.
If you are correct in your assumptions about her intentions perhaps that may be the light at the end of the tunnel...of course not the light you intended to meet but can be seen as a light none the less.
I would as others have suggested use your time wisely and make tentative plans for yourself and d11. Talk to a lawyer and see what your options may be..you don't have to start anything but knowing how to finish it isn't a bad thing.
other than that...simply carry on knowing that you are not a failure in any way shape or form. You are a wonderfully insightful and caring man with such determination it's a shame the woman you love is failing to see it.
