I know exactly what you are saying. Its been probably 15 years since we had what even resembled a somewhat healthy physical relationship. There has been alot of resentment on my part which I know I have to let go of. I am working on myself right now, keeping busy, working on loosing weight, exercising...............
I can remember when I was a little girl I never had big dreams of "being" anything in my life except a wife with children. Thats what I always wanted. So I work on getting myself back to someone I can admire, then will work on deciding exactly what I want. Thanks for your insight
