sage, there was some interesting topics on your thread.
I'm very depressed today, just too much dumped on my plate. Major pity-party.
My H will say and do things that give me hope and then turn around and slam me with something that makes me want to give up. Does he do this knowing my reaction? Now I'm beginning to wander. I have a nasty habit of assuming and trying to understand, but I know that this is not good.
Weird that even after last night's bomb, I still don't want to pursue the D, why is that? Because my H has just done something that should send me running to my att to get a D, why am I NOT doing that? I can't figure my H out, but I can try to figure me out. I think my H is serious about the other woman and wants D in their lives, although I can't make my D take sides, I feel very hopeless, so why do I not go forward with this D?
I just need some help here, am I wrong for not wanting to give up totally?
what makes our WAH that are having A decide to come back? I think my H went deep into the tunnel and may never come back!
I did take the cell phone that I'm paying for, from my D this morning, I told hermy battery on my phone was having to be charged so I was taking hers. But how I really feel is, that why do I have to pay for her communication with her father? She is 18, let her get her own phone. But that is bitter, what do I do?
