Yes Barn, we all feel that way. I've mentioned before that it just seems to drain the soul. That's what I was alluding to, the constant, inescapable sadness that seems to be there lurking even on my best days. I can't remember his name, but there used to be a character in L'il Abner who always walked around with a little black cloud over his head and rainging on him. Sometimes I feel like that guy - the sadness just follows me everywhere I go.
