I went to my doctor (after doing a lot of research) and asked for an anti-depressant. I accepted his recommendation of Effexor, as I had already decided that it was probably the best one for my situation. The first few weeks were spent looking for the proper dosage, but I think I'm doing better as a result of taking this medication. It has kind of weird side effect, sexually speaking. At first, I felt my libido wane, but now it is definitely back where it was.
Something to think about.
And hey, it's not worth killing yourself over. Suicide is the most selfish thing anyone can ever do.
Hairdog - Life is good, but there's always room for improvement.