Friends, Squatters and Lurkers--Life in a fishbowl

[SadBurl]

So here’s my challenge for today: list any number of reasons why you want your WA back, as they are today.

Emm this made me think a lot. I guess the answer plain and simple is I don't. I don't want the man who lies or keeps things from me. I NEED honesty again.

We had started getting there and then he reverted back to his old ways. I guess I need to state my boundaries again.

Don't get me wrong my ultimate goal is to restart our marriage but not at any cost (although sometimes I think oh anything to be with H again I miss him so much but I know it would be fruitless.)

I love my H very much and I know he loves me even though he's mixed up with OW. I really and truly belive we're soul mates.( Sound crazy but we have an uncanny way of knowing what each other is thinking when we're together and our touch just electrifies each other!)

Pen your description of how WA feels really struck home and you could have been case studying my H. (where did you get your insight from) I know he's scared but I am too. I just hope one day he will have the strength to take 'the leap of faith' The question is how do I help him to this place?

I will always love him and at the moment don't think I will ever give up. i just need things done more on my terms within my boundaries.

God bless