Friends, Squatters and Lurkers--Life in a fishbowl

[holdingon]

Processing stuff is difficult... especially when you are very unsure of why you feel what you feel. This has been an emotional week for me, but all in a very good way. And I don't know why. Nothing with my M or H has changed, and yet, I feel settled, like there is a shift in the cosmos or something.

And yet, nothing from H.

I feel eerily like I am being PREPARED for something... yet, what?

Maybe it is all this open-ness that I am experiencing. I had about 10 ah ha moments trying to explain it to a friend.

What if GOD is even bigger than we give him credit for. What if all this new age spirituality that some Christians look down on, is just another way of God speaking to us?

Tuesday at a friend's funeral, I felt God tell me "It's okay."

Boy, am I rambling.... Gee, maybe I am ON drugs...