Pam, That really hit home. I have always though of myself as a giver and I feel ike one, but I guess have been trying to take from my W. I read this after I talked to Vernetta and posted on my thread.
In short, it was suggested I call W and ask about final D papers just to test the waters, but that seems now like trying to take. Maybe I should stay dark another month or 2 and let her think. That way I am giving her what she wants without expecting any thing in return.
However I'm torn. Everyone tries to find a reason to re-establish commication. Oh What should I do? I feel I can stay dark longer now, but I really want to talk to her. If I talk to her and it does not go well it will be even harder to stay dark.
I hate being this conflicted. Some one slap me and tell me what to do.
