Quote: I don't want this post to be mean and I am glad you and your H are happy. This is just a touchy subject to me. Please forgive me if I offended you or made you mad it was not my intention. You wanted to know about the LBS mind so here it is.
Hi Randy,
Your post wasn’t mean, nor did it offend me. I didn’t come here for a pat on the back or a round of applause – this would hardly be the place for it, don’t you think? I came because I knew I’d never find any peace within myself if I didn’t confront the feelings of remorse that were clawing at me like some feral creature. I wanted to be able to forgive myself, but in order to do so, I first had to learn what it is a LBS goes through, so I am grateful for your perspective.