We had a semi-interesting discussion last night. I was sitting down and H came up behind me and was kissing me and running his hands down my breasts. He then said something to the effect of "There will be more love later." Or something like that, only it wasn't NEARLY as clear what he was referring to. I asked him to clarify what he meant and he said he didn't know. I told him that he is quite good at being vague; that way, he hasn't 'locked' himself into anything that he might want to wiggle out of later. He didn't reply to that. (he knows I am right in what I say) This whole convo was light and happy so I don't want to give the wrong impression--I am just attempting to call him on his vagueness a lot of the times, whereas in the past I would have just hoped for the best.
Later on, I could tell that he was so tired that nothing would happen. Which was fine. Quite honestly I am getting a little worried about him. He has had terrible vertigo for the last 2 days; he also has a doctors appt for next Monday for a lump on the back of his head. When we laid down for bed, he was complaining of the room spinning so I gave him lots of love and we drifted off to sleep.
This morning I got a wonderful email from him. You know, I think he has come to believe that I don't have any sympathy for him, or tolerance of him. Which is partially true. So today I am really examining myself and making sure that my HOM isn't me being an azzhole, too.
