As I said, this is one problem that I'm sure will dog us for the remainder of our marriage. However, I feel that I can face it now..that I have what it takes to keep things moving forward, you know? I also feel that H will not ever let me down to the extent that he did, though he will probably backslide many times. We all do.
Btw, I knew you were HD from your writing style and your personality. You know how some people have gay-dar, well, I have HD-dar, lol. I couldn't get a handle on MW (based on some of his comments to you) but I figured as much as what you confirmed.
Thanks too for the good wishes on my pregnancy. It is moving right along and I am so amazed at the difference between this one and my last two. H is still able to see me as a wife and lover, which he was not able to do at all with my two daughters--he completely shut down and would have nothing to do with me. So this is a vast improvement. Every day things get a little more relaxed and at ease around here, and I hope we can keep it going.
Annette and Mike, well, I wish I could say that I ditched the anger in spite of the fact that H was not meeting my needs but I didn't. It only started to fade once I saw that his commitment to restoring our marriage was as strong as my own. So I am no saint and much of the credit goes to H.
