I, too, have alot of anger and resentment towards my husband. It nearly has consumed me at some points. The alcohol abuse, the ED, the verbal abuse, I was (and sometimes still am) very angry about all those things. I have managed to let some of it go, mostly by keeping busy and diverting my attention elsewhere. I know that until I face him totally square on and hash out the issues with him, it might get a little better, but never the way I want and feel I deserve. I wish I had the ability to express myself the way I see others on this board. My H has the ability to turn things around on me and I hate that. Thats one of the reasons I have avoided talking too deep with him in the past.
So glad things are going better for you, hope it continues. If your writing is any indication of your real personality, you will never let him slide
