You are panicing right now out of jealousy... Is this correct?? Just yes or no
You are feeling guilty about pushing hin in that direction, YES or NO??
YOu thought he is a great man and he will discuss issues with you and he will understand and that GAVE you little comfort ( before ) and you didn't end everything with OM YES or NO??
I see that you are incredibly smart woman,and I am sure you can appreciate that your H did listen did try to help but everyone EVEN your husband has some levels that enough is enough...
not an advice just a suggestion, either be with him COMPLETELY and continue to talk about your M issues and solve them or just go and let him have his own life...
Marriage is real and affairs are NOT
Oh s---t something just came to me, I had dreams ( not once few times ) doing this, posting this type of messages on internet, oh god, I knew my W 's affair without any evidence I knew my grandmothers death without knowing it, I knew certain things happened with my life, I never took this seriously but NOW I am scared.....
I did have dreams or thoughts or visions about excatly what I am doing now
I ve got to go
I am sure you know what to do..... because you are smart, I wish my W has same knowledge as you have...
Dont forget you are lucky person DON'T you forget that
