My posting has been so sporadic and I'm sorry I didn't get over here sooner. My turtle friend, I don't know what to say...
Like you, my journey really began 2 years ago; I know how tired you must truly be. Fatigued to the bone and no energy left for yourself. All I can tell you is that letting go of working on the R was such a relief--I felt as though the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders.
And once that happened, my body told me how tired it really was... and is. If someone offered to step into my shoes and perform my jobs and take over my maternal duties, I swear I would sleep for a month.
I wish I had some magic wand to wave over you to make this all go away. I can only imagine how you might be feeling.
Seems like a bunch of us are going to be starting a new phase in our lives in the latter part of this year. Water, I can only tell you that I'm excited for the first time in a really long time that I'm ready to embark on a new chapter that is completely devoted to building a more happy and emotionally healthy me.
Now we get to start living for ourselves.
(((((Water)))))
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Betsey 
