{{{{{Water}}}}} Oh sweetie... I can imagine how you are feeling. I hope you know what a wonderful person you are. I hope you can find the strength to live your wonderful life and live it well, without taking too many days to grieve. Be good to yourself. You are such a beacon of light, his loss is stupendous.
What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the Master calls a butterfly. -Richard Bach
Hang in there, water. You are going to make a magnificent butterfly.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.