Hi Wonder~ Yes, now that you point it out, I can sense your internal struggle. (((((WONDER))))) All I can do is promise that it WILL get better.........
Like I said before, the part where we negotiated the settlement was very hard on me. I think that was when it finally "sunk in" for me....
As far as sex.........all I can say is....Until "Mr Right Now" comes along.......THANK goodness for batteries!!!!!!!! LOL!!
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)