It has been awhile since I have read everything and posted, you sound so different now. More melancoly (sp) and you flow, if that makes any sense. I am so sorry tho hear about your BIL, and that there has been no news yet.
Maybe he just decided to drop out for awhile. I am thinking of you. I am with you on the all I can handle right now.. I have thougt that I must have been a real b@#$ (rhymes with rich)in a previous life, because I haven't done anything in this one to deserve all of this crap.
I have more to say, I am just a little foggy, mentally. It takes longer for brain to function lately.
jenhoco
Sometimes the lights all shining on me, other times I can barely see. Lately it occurs to me, what a long, strange trip it's been. -- Grateful Dead
