Rae Jean, You're ALWAYS a friend, don't you be doubting it. I know you're always there for me, and know that I am for you.
PS I told my counselor last night that I thought I didn't really need to see her much longer, maybe one or two more times and then hopefully be able to if any other issues came up. She took it really well and was fine with it. For some reason I was afraid she'd freak out and say, "No, I think you have a lot more issues." Instead she said, "I'd be happy to see you at any time in the future." I felt good about that. She seemed to feel that I was pretty balanced now, and also would be cognizant of certain kinds of relationship dynamics to watch out for in the future.
Still no word from H, I don't know how long he is away for. Maybe a week? I think he left last Saturday. It's strange not being in touch with him, but maybe good for me to take a break. I hope he is ok, though. Although I'm not sure how one can really be ok in such a situation...
Oh, and got another nice email from the musician guy. And a guy in my office just came and told me about an active outdoors group for singles that sounds interesting. Trying to open some doors here...
