Yes, I too muddled through the day and counted down until it was over - S13 and I did enjoy a steak and lobster tail (the smallest tails I have ever seen!) dinner here at home - S13 was so sweet - he knew I was hurting - I did see H yesterday when he dropped off S13 - please take a look at my thread - some interesting info and I would like your opinion. We are so lucky to have this BB - I have "met" some wonderful people here - it is incredible that even though we are all in our own private hell that we are still able to care for others which just goes to show that we are indeed special people. You are in my thoughts. XO, WTSMM