KAW, thank you for input..I appreciate a fresh perspective, being so close to it every day makes it hard.
T2:
Quote: Your H's antics have NOT changed one iota, in fact, it sounds as if he's become more brazen, more narcissistic and more psychotic as the months have passed.
I think you hit it right on the head. H is getting worse and that's been the nagging, can't quite put them into words feelings that I have been having for the last few days.
He's getting better and worse at the same time
Quote: no matter how badly you want to remain Mrs. ******,
Yeah only because it's shorter then my maiden name.
I don't know why I'm putting myself through this I really don't, but something inside me says it's not time to give up yet and until that feeling changes then I will continue on this path.
I do feel a new strength, each time I go down I seem to come back stronger, time will tell.
I have been doing a lot of thinking this weekend and will just take this one day at a day from now on.
