I just read you last several posts! I'm glad you are centered again. Maybe we need a "time out chair ' for us as well, as Hs. We know about those morning after calls. It's only their way of tempertature taking.
Yes, this trip is frustrating and irritating and and and ... So, vent at us! Get you center, and carry on!
When you can't make a decision because you are torn between your heart and your head, listen to the half with the brain.