I was thinking about what I had said to you yesterday, also! Thank you for the reminder. It is his own mess and it's becuase he is living at home that it affects me much more than it would if he weren't living there.
During my lunch break I was feeling that my H can't be my H right now and if he can't then why do I feel like I CAN still be his wife? How can I be a wife to someone who doesn't want a wife right now? I can't be, so who AM I? I am a mother to my S4 and SS20 and a woman.
I'm married, at least I thought I was, but now I don't know anymore. We have the document, we're married in the eyes of the church, but in the eyes of my H we are not.
In the eyes of the Lord how can I be married when my H doesn't think he's married or has to be committed to the marriage in the same way that I am.
