Yes there are the steps closer and I do have to remember those, but that H called me from OW's last night is a new twist in the sitch.
There's something that I'm missing, something I'm not getting about those calls last night. In a way it was like H was reaching out to me, silenting pleading for me to save him, yet there's nothing I could have done...is there?
Need to just sit for awhile and not feel, think anything.
