Well I've got a lot of yes votes for the comforter. I'm just so cheap/frugal I can ALWAYS talk myself out of buying something.

I like to window shop and I actually shop best when I'm by myself. If I'm with another person, I don't really shop much and the other person is usually mad becuase they ended up buying and I didn't. OH well.

No contact with H today. There was a message on the answering machine when I got home today from the bank saying they needed more info for the boat loan that we were closing on this afternoon? I was thinking about that earlier today, if H is getting a loan then I'm sure I have to sign, too. H never said a word to me nor indicated that I was going to be needed to sign off on the loan.

I guess I shouldn't be too surprised either. When he got the last loan, just ASSumed I'd make the time to be at the bank. I did leave him a vm shortly afterwards passing on the message.

So no contact with H, have no idea where he is right now. H does have to work tomorrow so he could be anywhere. H hasn't been to the bar since last Saturday night.

S is watching spongebob, I'll just hang out on the puter tonight. Will order my comforter and then look at blinds for our bedroom. I'm also looking at log headboards, going to use the cabin/lodge theme throughout the house, the lower level is there already.

I've had a hard time decorating since we moved into this house over five years ago. The cabin/lodge look is the most appealing at this point and feels right. I know it will make H a lot more comfortable. My brother has one room in his house that he can dedicate to his hunting things, a man I work with has his one room. My friend P has a huge vaulted living room, the upper portion is dedicated to her H's hunting things and the lower portion is her stuff, but the house is themed along the cabin/lodge look. I think you can intermix masculine/feminine and I will work on it...gives me a little project.

I think I've been resisting the theme and not sure why, maybe becuase I think it should be more womanly/femine just because that's what you see in homes these days. Becuase our house isn't a log home so why would I want to decorate it that way? I think it's more "other people's" opininions and views, but hey I'm the one living here and I should be able to decorate however I want to. I sometimes have to remember that this is my life and that other people can comment, have opinions but I shouldn't let those comments/opinions be mine. AND why have I been thinking like that so long...I feel the winds of change blowing.

Well gotta go, S4 is begging me to put up his new spiderman poster. We also have a spiderman hat that we just bought tonight and a gun that S found at Gander.

Cathy