just musing to myself that the positives are still here, H is so much better to me than he used to be, and OW has told him it's either her or me.....H has told me and S that he will never leave. says he has told OW that.... I know he wasnt making up the stuff he said about how angry she gets and how he can't live with that....we ML 2x yesterday and he's suggesting more today....(take that, OW!)....

so, I'm going to keep trying to keep my hands off the rope, and go get on with my life.

I sure agree with Bold n Beautiful that it would be much easier if we didn't love them.


been around awhile!