hmmmm, interesting Dawn, you have to be right, she is pulling something...the conniving b---c. In his more open moments last weekend or the one before, he talked about what a guilt trip she can evoke, and how angry and impatient she is, and that there are always conditions attached....she sort of threw him out, according to him (told him home w/me was where the hell he needed to be) and when he agreed and came there it probably didn't go like she planned. hmmmmmmm, so now I see this is a huge, covert struggle. It had never dawned on me that she is acting out, throwing all she's got at him, so to speak. but I see that now, and I'm thinking I need to fight fire with....a flame thrower.
I'm thinking I'm going to try to get myself psyched up, go home and be really cheerful and excited as if nothing ever happened. at the very least it will be a 180 and H will think I've lost it! I think I'll give him a little gift and if I had time I'd go by the adult store and look for new toys...probably don't have time though...I think I'll pack a few old ones.
