Hi LL - Lady, you are one strong person. I honestly don't know if I could hang in there in the face of such overwhelming indifference from H
I'm not sure I'd consider your posts negative, perhaps more like accepting reality, and heading in the direction of preparing yourself for some change. I'd encourage you to ruminate here, your posts are becoming clearer, more directional. You seem to be sorting through the undergrowth to clear the way sufficiently to see where forward is. I like the fact that you are not putting yourself under any time pressure, just sifting through things.
