ya know it's nice when one's spouse does return and even gets rid of the op....but man if I have to keep biting my tounge and acting as if I'm happy with the way things are I think I'll have no tounge left by the time I'm 40!
been basically keeping myself busy reading at night with no complaints from a h who's content to just fall asleep on the couch watching tv.
I'm pretty certain that things will never change with h and I can't for the life of me figure out why?
why was it that he found time or made time to spend with ow and I am supposed to be happy with him just because he pays the bills and is here.
sure while he was gone I kidded myself that his simply being here asleep on the couch would be enough but I'm realizing more and more how blind I truly was.
who knows maybe he'll surprise me while we're away on vacation next week (not the whole week...heavens no h couldn't bear to be away from work that long) and not just fall asleep after the kids are put to bed.
