Hi! I was typing away yesterday with a very profound response when my computer went into hibernation. Lost it all. I know you wonder if it would have been different if he had never left. I wonder if it would have been better if he had left. He never had to ask to come back. I wonder what it would have been like if I had never let on that I knew about the A. Could I have lured him back more easily if he didn't know he'd lost "face" with me and others he thought he was fooling? I wonder if it would be easier on him to stay if he didn't feel everyone knew his dirty little secret. I don't like that everyone knows about this. And I mean EVERYONE. It's amazing how people I don't even know, know about this. Yuck

The girls and I are currently on vacation, not a REAL vacation, but visiting family and friends back home. We're having a nice time, but I wonder what's happening while I'm gone. My imagination is worse than the reallity I'm sure. Yuck, again.

I'm glad you're not gone. I've taken a break from my thread too, a friend of mine said she'd been searching for my postings and hasn't found me yet, so I'm in hiding for a while, nya, nya, nya.

Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.