Quote: Maybe some day when he reaches enlightenment, he'll thank you for it
maybe is the problem and of course there's the maybe I just wont give a damn anymore.
Quote: Sorry, this is your story and I'm taking up space here. I'll go back to my own page.
no need to appologize...I don't get around as much as I used to so venting here is fine by me...plus maybe more people may be apt to comment when they realize it's not just LL complaining again.
Quote: Me holding it all in and letting H steer the sinking ship?
why don't we just get off their damn boats and drive our own? I know it's not what we want but it seems to be the only way to live. I don't want someone else driving my ship especially when it seems to be sinking and they don't have the desire to turn the thing around or fix the leak or whatever it is that's making it sink.
Quote: until one of my friends started with " I just want you to understand that I'm only saying this because I worry about you...."
my friends don't often comment but when they do....it's all about take care of yourself, start putting some money asside, don't do anything that will make you look bad and plan for your future. In other words...prepare now to someday leave.
Quote: It's only a week until I go on my trip to MN and WI to visit family. I can hang on that long. Maybe I'll come back with a renewed sense of purpose or at least some relief from the daily struggle.
