so today after opening an email to h from a customer I find myself wondering if in h's line of work I will ever trust him.
I know it makes no real difference what line of work a person is in whether or not they will remail faithful to their spouse but it would appear to be true that some lead more toward it than others.
Since h's a was with a customer and he has "freedom" do come and go as he pleases during the day (he is after all the boss no ones going to question his wearabouts. The homes he works at during the day are also full of lonely sahms who can be his little chearleader just like ow.
I know that h's fidelity is not my responsibility nor something I should focus on but wonder...if I don't trust h (well I do but in the back of my head there is a voice that says...IF he ever does it again, take him for all he's got and get on with your life you know you can) then how can I have a good m with him?
