Thanks widebube I appreciate you letting me know I am not alone. Just talking to me helps and is appreciated so please don't feel like you have nothing to offer.. Kindness is appreciated here.. ;-) Yes I feel as I'm exhausted also.. What gets me is last night I know he was in the mood well pretty sure he was.. And he would not tell me and of course I am not intiating so he went to bed horney and so did I. I am so tired of the ball being in his court and this has been really hard because I want to and then when I know he does too and just won't say so.. Gosh I guess I will give it some time.. I donno what else to do.. I do feel rejected and it hurts.. There's nothing like being rejected over and over by the person that said they wanted to spend the rest of thier lives with ya.. Thanks for listening and posting I appreciate the support from everyone.. And if anyone has any suggestions I am open to them.. ;-)
