Hey, how do I relax enough to realize that this process is going to be a long haul, not a quick thing? I seem to constantly over-think what he said verses what he meant and all that other stuff.
I had a panic attack this morning because I can't shut my mind down enough to just BE and know that this is going to take TIME.
Like I said, at this point and time H does NOT want to get back together. I need to just relax and allow myself to DB my butt off to see where our recent-but-ample time together leads to.
