Hi, glad I can help and I do agree with Sinjin you need to stop the R talk. Having said that I lost it last night, you can read about it on my post.
The strange thing is that I really do understand what I have to do and I can give advice about it. But when it's happening to you it is the worst thing you could imagine and all you want ot do is have a crystal ball to see if this suffering will be worth it. Because make no bones about it this suffering, and when you feel like your dying inside these tactics are really hard to do. I think thats why my therapist said that she didn't think that most people could accomplish this but that I seem like a very strong person.
You know when she said that I got pissed because I certainly don't feel strong and sometimes I think it's just an act on my part.
Today is a bad one and I'm really questioning my decision to do this, I'm also questioning if my H is really a person I want or am I just afraid of the consequences of being a single parent. I hate him today but tomorrow another story? I wish there was a pill to mend my broken heart.
Could a person who you have spent more than half you life with be so cruel or have they become a different person?
Bad night-bad day going out with friends tonight-hopefully will be in a better mood tomorrow. Need to be for the kids
