I am doing OK today thank you, how about you?, How did your weekend go? Mine was OK, my H decided to take the family out, it was fun for a change.
He did not talk much about just the two of us going out together, but at least he is showing the initiative, I was thinking in a couple of weeks I should try to organize a night out together. I might wait a little longer so that he does not feel pressured. We have not been intimate for about 6 months, I do not know what the issue is for him. He says he is tired and seems disinterested. (Always falls off to sleep, I never had to worry about sex ever, it truly is a drag being so preoccupied with it). Anyway I am trying to summon up courage to get involved with him again. Like I said maybe organize a night out together, I so hate rejection, and I do not want to seem desperate so maybe I should wait longer than two weeks. I sometimes think it is a power thing with my H. Its all very strange, I feel like I am trying to seduce a stranger. Anyway Smiles I think I should just take it slow for now, maybe give it about a month and then try this night out idea.
Also I see where you are coming from on speaking with other people outside of my marriage. I have to say the conversations have helped me, I have felt happier and less worried and frantic, my goal is to try to make friends. Do you know what I mean?
Anyway Smiles, for now I feel a little better, I am not as frantic as I was when I first wrote. I will try and keep it on the up and up and be my sunny smiley self.
Smiles, I think I saw a number of posts from you, I will read them to see how you are doing. Have a blessed day and thanks for your advice.
