I am wondering this afternoon and have wondered before, guess it is a part of dealing with and accepting the affair and possible marriage of David and Janice.

Did anyone else wonder if their spouse really loved you when they married you?

Since David had the previous affair with Janice, I think I always felt a bit of a substitute since she dumped him. Now he has dumped me for her and I wonder did he ever really love me at all?

I am sure that sounds sort of like a pity party, but I have wondered it a lot and actually wondered it from the very beginning of our relationship and I wish I could find an answer for myself.

Last edited by psluke; 06/28/04 08:39 PM.
Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"