I really feel so confused on a house right now I am actually back to considering an apartment till I can figure out what I really want in a house.
The problem with that is some of the shelties have to be boarded if I do that and I hate to do that to them.
I know that I am super stressed today over the tooth and the house issue. I don't believe today is a day I am going to make any decisions, other than to not make a decision today.
I feel very depressed also, but am guessing some of that is tied into the stress today.
I wish my realtor was easier to deal with and I keep telling myself if I make myself deal with her it helps my conflict avoidance. But it doesn't make this process any easier.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
He said the shots hurt so bad because of all the infection. But I am glad it is over. I have antibiotics and pain pills.
I had never seen this oral surgeon before but he was really nice, (good looking too! )hope I don't see him again, but at least he is one I would go back too.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
I am wondering this afternoon and have wondered before, guess it is a part of dealing with and accepting the affair and possible marriage of David and Janice.
Did anyone else wonder if their spouse really loved you when they married you?
Since David had the previous affair with Janice, I think I always felt a bit of a substitute since she dumped him. Now he has dumped me for her and I wonder did he ever really love me at all?
I am sure that sounds sort of like a pity party, but I have wondered it a lot and actually wondered it from the very beginning of our relationship and I wish I could find an answer for myself.
Last edited by psluke; 06/28/0408:39 PM.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"